To my best friend: 
Idk whr to start from, but all I know is that I've let you down as a blood, a close friend, a sister. I know you're disappointed, so am I. Disappointed in myself for being sucha bad friend. For all these 4-5 years, we've been through many ups and downs and I know that things will no longer be the same. I read your post and indeed it pricked my heart, alot. This may seem abit les but you should know that we're so close that we can do anything tgther. I'm a girl that will prioritize boyfriend more than anything else and you know it too, I don't deny... But you're still important, I'll still be here for you when you need me, be here for you 24/7, share the same thing, laughter and joy with you. You know that I've quited Smoove, and I dislike clubbing and drinkings anymore. And I dislike them not because of my boyfriend, it's just that after Powerhouse that night that I got so drunk, I've fear for liquor and clubs alr. So maybe this is what that drift us apart. I, myself partially at fault too. But you've your boyfriend and I've mine and both of them are not in the same clique and maybe that's why we've drifted so far... I know it's my fault too, and cuz I prioritize boyfriend first, and that's why you too. Sorry for letting you down, blood. I know I won't be able to call you these anymore. Cuz I think you hate me now... And also, you might change school cuz you don't want to see me... But I'll still keep to the promises we made since 4 years ago. My phone's 24/7 on, you can call me anytime and anywhr, my best friend. I love you, and sorry for being sucha disappointment. Xoxo, I'll miss you...